"If I Could Make a Wish, I Think I'd Pass, Can't Think of Anything I Need..."

So I’m reading through my last blog, and it feels like it’s sitting there to truly remind me how great grace is. All these years I keep thinking to myself how great you are, how lucky I am to have met you, how great it is to have such a wonderful friend, and what kind of person would I be if you were never there to guide me? The years I’ve fought against myself, fought against the hopeless romantic person that I am, and I mean romantic in every sense of the word, love, life…you’ve always reminded me about how great it was to be that person. You always led me away from the bitterness, away from what society wants us to be. And your words and the direction you’ve steered me towards have never been so clear, never been so great. I am so thankful for everything that I’ve experienced, so thankful for everything that I have, and above all, thankful for being able to embrace me. If it wasn’t for you, I don’t think I’d be able to deal with all the craziness in life, I’d be just like the many out there, still struggling with the simple things that always seem too find it’s way to tie us down. So like I said before, I thank you Ray for being so wonderful, and I’m so thankful to have you in my life, and if that means thanking God, then I will :)

Con, I love you…my protective lil sister, the lil bully I can get to head butt the shit outta anyone that comes our way, my best friend, my life. I mean where else can I find the endless pool of sarcasm and crazy talk :) I thank you for being you, and for loving me for me :) Soooo…2 batches of black and white cookies? :) ...This Europe trip, it sound quite plausible and it sounds pretty wicked...learning to bake in France? We shall look into it, and maybe I should start saving…although, west coast sounds even more plausible and even more great...how awesome would it be to be baking pies and tarts and cookies during the day, and playing ultimate in the after hours…man that’ll be the life…

Sara, my sweet pea...where would I be without you? What more can I say? Together we will rule the world!! :) All my love!! *muah! *muah!

I am hopeful, and I know the clouds will pass, and once again the sun will shine...and however sad it is now, I can’t help but smile a lil smile, because of how great my life is, how great the people around me are, because of how great I am and how great I can be…
Thank you baby for everything, for always instilling within me so much strength, faith, and love. I can’t take all the credit for how good I’m feeling right now, because I wouldn’t be this way if you were never there, if you weren’t so great. I'm so proud of us, so proud of you...we were great, and I’ll walk away with that. Your baby, always…xoxo

All the stars are out tonight
It feels as though I might,
Make some sense out of this madness,
Will it turn out right?
But whos to say where the wind will blow

Time will tell us if we're out of answers, When it stops -
Climb back down to the beginning take it from the top.
Whos to say where the wind will blow

What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground?
Do you pick up the pieces all around?
And if the world should fall apart hold onto what you know
Take your chances turn around and go

All the leaves are turning and the sky I faced to cry
Strange our lives coinside with the seasons of today
Whos to say where the wind will blow?

What happens when everything is lying on the ground?
Do you pick up the pieces all around?
And if the world should fall apart hold onto what you know
Take your chances turn around and go

Carry on you say
Make the best of today
All I see is struggle along the way
Maybe when the sun passes through the grey
I can find the strength to make it through the day

What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground?
Do you pick up the pieces all around?
And if the world should fall apart hold onto what you know
Take your chances turn around and go
Take your chances turn around and go…